C Thru Heartz

I watched you sink down
& drown in this abyss
Now I wonder
Can you still feel how much you're missed
Cause I've been thinking 'bout it often
You know me I never think before I'm talking
& I might say some things that I regret
When I think in retrospect
& I wish I used my head
But oh well I don't dwell on my flaws
You've shoved 'em in my face oh my God what's your prob
Bitch stop I'm a fucking piece of shit
I could die and go to hell and I'm still gone' plead the 5th
My expressions faded
My reflections tainted
Became exactly what I've hated
Momma always said I'm dangerous
Always told her I'd get famous do whatever to get me there
Paranoid I keep the blicky near
I see intentions crystal clear

So don't you lie to me
Everything you hide from me
Has brought out the wrong side of me
& every time I try to leave
You'd always block the do'
Gave you everything that I could give
You always wanted no'

So much for complacency
Go place all the blame on me
Keep texting me angrily
Tell me my dreams make believe
Then follow my moves faithfully
Gave up on this bogus I've tried everything from A to Z
Wait and see
Speaking to my oops you keep on causing problems
The devils at my door and all I hear is constant knocking
He says that we're the best of friends so should I let him in
Turn to God before I turn this knob and let him win
I'm flipping through the Testament I'm tryna find a verse
Gave you all I got in my soul all I did was rhyme the words
Maybe you will find your worth based on how Yah designed the Earth
If you care about your spirit cherishing the mind comes first
I know that you ain't the type for advice
Its not like changing your life over night
Its more like a fight every night
But practice makes perfect like riding a bike
I used to feel like I might as well die
I pray that these angels be right by your side