Dying Lotus

This is way more than the walls closing in
I ain't waiting to move on from these sins
Feeling ready to dissolve in the mist
Know I said that shit before 'cause it's true
I guess I'm just caught in a trip
No escaping, I feel aimless with this all, can't pretend
That these lanes ain't been the same, but I can't stop giving in
It's too baseless to say God is my friend
Told you why many times, but you basically forgot it again

That's what happened since I haven't been observed
All these bad trips in my attic, now I'm ashing in the urn
Heightened sadness got me passive, no more laughing, just the burns
Crashing afterwards 'cause that's just what I actually deserve
A malady or what have you, fix the term
A tragedy of a chapter, lift the curse
So I turn towards my reflection, aim attack
Then I watch it all fade to black

Hey, we meet again
It's me, your only friend
Been with you since the beginning
Welcome to the end
The only one who understood me
The only one who felt the wounds bleed
The only one who can live through me

So won't you switch sides with me?
So won't you switch sides with me?
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to die

Hi, my name is Veronica
My other half couldn't follow, he probably got swallowed in
The toxic shallow end where I was hiding in
He was down here before, now he's out of it
Tentatively moving on from this
For betterment or worse, I'm promising
To carry out what you thought was fin, 'cause this is fem
Time to ascend to get closer towards divinity
No more pretending, make your amends with your inner femininity
Ain't no regrets, no need to reflect, of course I remember everything
Of course I remember everything, of course I remember everything
But does anyone remember me?
Said, does anyone remember me?
Either way, the world is ours
So I need the power, and all the flowers
To be married, or to be buried?
Die with me
Am I pretty yet?
Die with me
Am I pretty yet?