Trigger

Shouldn't stay, with the signs, I ignored,
Couldn't help it though you closed every door,
So goodbye is what I say now I'm asleep,
To the things that I want, but cannot keep.

Put my best foot forward, still a step behind,
Never knew what was real, it kept me so blind.
I pick apart the pages, rip them one by one again,
And let the ink dry out until I say...

I don't care if I let love die out,
When I'm bigger, bigger,
No-one said that we could work this out,
When there's no winner, winner,
And in this mind of a thousand scars,
Drowned in a river, river,
When a moment's a shot too far,
I pull the trigger, trigger.
(I don't care 'cause I lose)

All the memories burn a hole under my feet,
Was this more than I craved? Was it more than I'd need?
I'm angry, I shouldn't be, I know it's not fair,
Even though I couldn't see it, doesn't mean it was never there.

Put my best foot forward, still a step behind,
Never knew what was real, it kept me so blind.
I pick apart the pages, rip them one by one again,
And let the ink dry out until I say...

I don't care if I let love die out,
When I'm bigger, bigger,
No-one said that we could work this out,
When there's no winner, winner,
And in this mind of a thousand scars,
Drowned in a river, river,
When a moment's a shot too far,
I pull the trigger, trigger.

I know it was real, I felt it,
And I know you felt it too.
The only problem is,
Everyone else knows it isn't real,
There is no us.

And now,
It's time to go,
Time to let go,
Goodbye.

I don't care if I let love die out,
When I'm bigger, bigger,
No-one said that we could work this out,
When there's no winner, winner,
And in this mind of a thousand scars,
Drowned in a river, river,
When a moment's a shot too far,
I pull the trigger, trigger.

I don't care if I let love die out,
When I'm bigger, bigger,
No-one said that we could work this out,
When there's no winner, winner,
And in this mind of a thousand scars,
Drowned in a river, river,
When a moment's a shot too far,
I pull the trigger, trigger.
(And I lose).