Hospital Visit

Laugh at me
Oh no bully
Yeah
Why you gotta bully me
Why you gotta bully me

I remember when they used to laugh at me
Staring down the f balcony
Should I do it should I not let's found out and see
Man all I really got is family
Not so long ago they used to laugh at me
Told me life is not a fantasy
Had to get up come back to reality
Everywhere I go they gassing me
I remember when they used to laugh at me
Staring down the f balcony
Should I do it should I not let's found out and see
Man all I really got is family

My world is spinning this was not predicted
This was something that I worked for this was not a given
Yeah I made it through the pressure homie I'm still living
But you was talking all that nonsense blamed it on white privilege
I be rolling out can't see you guys what you doing in the back row
You can't stand face to face with me you hate but still a fan though
Please don't make plans with me your energy will make me cancel
See I've been busy solving problems you look like a handful
Born alone I'll die alone
I learned to fly all on my own
Like where were you my nights were long
Just to get love had to go far
Just me myself and these old bars
Got nothing left but a cold heart

I remember when they used to laugh at me
Staring down the f balcony
Should I do it should I not let's found out and see
Man all I really got is family
Not so long ago they used to laugh at me
Told me life is not a fantasy
Had to get up come back to reality
Everywhere I go they gassing me

March 18 checking in for mental health
They say they love me but how's it love if it aint felt
They gave me pills to kill the pain but it wont help
I still remember that I'm out here by myself
And if you feel the same come by we can make it through
And if I did it on my own then you can do it too
And we can make it to the sea yeah that ocean blue
All the things you mean to me if you only knew

I remember when they used to laugh at me
Staring down the f balcony
Should I do it should I not let's found out and see
Man all I really got is family
Not so long ago they used to laugh at me
Told me life is not a fantasy
Had to get up come back to reality
Everywhere I go they gassing me
I remember when they used to laugh at me
Staring down the f balcony
Should I do it should I not let's found out and see
Man all I really got is family

When they used to laugh at me
When they used to laugh at me
Down the f balcony
Oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh