Lost My Way

Something's telling me I lost my way
Every move I make feels out of place
Changed the way I think and operate
It feels like the old me been replaced
I almost don't feel human miss the pain
Boiled blood and fuel in my veins
This is what I wanted can't complain
It's either this or slowly go insane

How much of myself do I gotta give up just to get where I wanna be
Born with a sensitive heart till I swam with the sharks now it's rock solid arteries
I do not expect their support but these shots from the dark aint cool man it bothers me
That's why I don't have friends like before if I don't feel sure then it's not prophecy
I had to believe in a dream that no-one could see
It was only me and defeat we would constantly meet
I don't want to speak your words they make me feel weak
Hard for me to breathe I'm falling down to my knees
How'd I let you take me here
Used to love I used to care
Now my bubbles losing air
Someone save me shoot a flair
Insecure and you're aware
Hard to face you in the mirror
Give me time I'm almost there

Something's telling me I lost my way
Somethings telling me
Every move I make feels out of place
I feel lost I feel lost
Changed the way I think and operate
Cause it feels like
It feels like the old me been replaced
I almost don't feel human miss the pain
Boiled blood and fuel in my veins
This is what I wanted can't complain
It's either this or slowly go insane

I asked for this
I prayed for the rain
Stupid me trying to grow the seeds I laid
Cause I thought I was destined to be great
Trying to prove to others while conforming to their ways
I was taught how to act and behave
Trying to figure out life despite how I was raised
For the first time
Questioning decisions that I made
For the first time questioning the rules that they gave
I guess I lost my way

I lost my way
I lost my way