Lmao

This song is a guilt trip to myself
Well at least I tried, I did what I could and because
I tried now I am on benzos and SSRIs
(I'm kinda proud of what I did) I reached the peak of stupidity
It is so punk and anarchy
It is so cool to be bisexual, agender and non-monogamous
But I didn't have in mind that would need to do some work
Before wanting to love everyone but me

These days are getting lonely 'cause i cant see my friends
And I've been listening to some Spanish indie songs
-gracias Cala Vento-
To try and feel less alone
This self-reflection has brought me to think about you again
And by the way I'm doing great
Crippled and shaking every night and choking on diazepam

Sinking feeling every day, my big mistakes pursue me
I'm troubled in every way and I stay in bed and meditate
I just wanted to tell you that I love you and care about you
Or maybe not, I just care about what you do
It's such a toxic feeling
Feeling toxic and intoxicated
By the need of sharing love with the first person that you meet
And I wrote this cute EP
About my big failures in polyamorous relationships so
I don't fucking kill myself tonight



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