Monster

Yeah I make music
To express how I feel
Yeah now fuck all the bullshit
Yeah forget it for real
I've been told so many lies
I don't know what is real
Realize recognize
Yeah i know how you feel
like it's deep down inside
Yeah I know how it is
When you can't go outside
With no gas in the whip
No cash for rent
So now I'm going back to this
So here's a middle finger motherfucker
Laugh at it
Now I'm done with the drugs
And all the bad decisions
And if you wanna start with me
You'll be the last to get it
You wanna walk in my shoes
You wouldn't last a minute
And yeah no matter where I'm at
I'm running past the limit
And if it wasn't for this rap
I'd be back in prison
So now I'm doing what I gotta do
Whatever to get it
And I got homies locked up
Doing life in the system
And I've been going so hard
I need a rap certificate

I'm friends with the monsters
That's under my bed
Get along with the voices
Inside of my head
You're trying to save me
Stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy
Yeah you think I'm crazy
Well that's not fair

Yeah I swear to god
I can't believe I'm alive
It took a lot for me to see
The different things in this life
And yeah just know your not alone
I know what it is like
To be the one to be defeated
Misconceited at times
And yeah we're all in this altogether
I'm not leaving the fight
And yeah we're all equal people
I believe in what's right
You gotta stand up for yourself
And your humanities rights
And yeah now this is my confession
There's no reason to lie woah

I'm friends with the monsters
That's under my bed
Get along with the voices
Inside of my head
You're trying to save me
Stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy
Yeah you think I'm crazy
Well that's not fair

Since you've been gone
I think I lost my way
I'm sick of trying tell myself
It's gonna be okay
It's like I'm waking up shaking
Everyday I'm at the bottom of the bottle
So reality fades
And I apologize again for my devilish ways
And ain't nobody else to blame
Cause I was properly raised
And every days a new day
When your ripping the page
But now I'm running out of water
Trying to get through the flames
This a letter to myself
It ain't for anyone else
Demons always took my breath
While I was screaming for help
It's hard to change the way you play
With the cards have been dealt
I only took it out on you
Because i hated myself
We all got a past
don't let it change who you are
So hold onto every minute
Every second that's gone
I just wanna let you know
I'll help you get through it all
And if you ever need somebody
I'm the one you can call yeah

I'm friends with the monsters
That's under my bed
Get along with the voices
Inside of my head
You're trying to save me
Stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy
Yeah you think I'm crazy
Well that's not fair



Credits
Writer(s): Kristopher Neil Allen, Cale Mills, Jordan Wright
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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