Fall

I can't fucking stand to be myself anymore
This fucking life I chose tears me to the core
It makes me fucking sick but it's what I deserve
I wanna fucking dull every single nerve
Communication had a breakdown in the skies
That held your voice but didn't fight the lunar eyes
If all was well then why the hell couldn't I see
The heat death of your light stopped the fading breeze
If I could fall again
Where was I when I fell then
We were awake and wanted to take a stroll
To watch the sunrise
Never again will I ever lose control

It wasn't fucking fine, it never could've been
That smile perforated underneath my skin
The siren's dulcet song rang within my ear
The void is bleeding once again after a year
I wanna rip my fucking eyes out of my face
Put in a new pair so I see all my mistakes
All of the colors that combined inside my head
Start bleeding out from my fractured skull instead

If I could fall again
Where was I when I fell then
We were awake and wanted to take a stroll
To watch the sunrise
Never again will I ever lose control

I wish I'd seen her
While she was crying
The grass was greener
While mine was dying
I am a nightmare
That's tied to something
That lost its meaning
That fateful morning
No warmth in silence
It's darkened nothing
The cold unending
Regret is building
The time is coming
I've lost all meaning
The time is coming
The time is coming

The silence is not warm
It's cold and unending



Credits
Writer(s): Stephen Pilat
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