Smooth Sadness

She's lost in thought
Thinking not
Of me and my song
Her mustard eyes
Disguise
Her bleak demeanor
What could it be
Maybe it's a thing
I cant describe this feeling
I'm looped in times hole
Trying to gain control of some precious moment
Arctic Monkeys
Pink Floyd tees
Her way of being
Her eyes
Were sandstorms
One adorned
With a box of thorns
I am a
Simple man
Trying not to surrender

There was this girl
She made my mind twirl
She was from a different world
Her smile was eternal
You know the past is black
And I want it back
You know I lost track
Of all my flashbacks
She laughed at me
But I didn't laugh
It was not funny
Nah now it's passed
Maybe someday I'll go back
I'll keep that option
In my backpack

I'm lost in thought
Thinking of
My smooth sadness
I wrote about you
At fourteen
5 years and I'm still writing
Remember P.E.
Pink Floyd tees
And my
Smooth sadness

The slopes of my smooth sadness