I Apologize

I apologize for the shit that I did
I know that I ain't perfect
But it is what it is
You see I been really hurting
Tryna heal from the sins
Yeah I been real cold hearted
Been like that since a kid

I know you wanted all the love
But I ain't let you in
Ain't wanna get close to nobody
Couldn't even do friends
I put my trust into one person
I won't ever again
I see the feelings wasn't mutual
It all was pretend

You know it started at a young age
Tore me apart
Some shit I never got used to
I used to take it to heart
Nowadays don't give a fuck
I tend to stay in the dark
Fuck all that talkin' about it
I'll rather turn it to art

Now that I'm older
This blemish getting bigger
I was too damn stubborn
To say sorry and forgive it
I won't say I'm happy that I took you out the picture
But I'll say I'm glad
Cuz' I know that I ain't wit' ya

Don't believe in love stories
Don't believe in fairytales
Yeah
I been down below
Don't say good luck
Just wish me well
Yeah
Loving me ain't easy
Might not even let you
I might do to you like I was taught
And be neglectful

I apologize
I lied
But I tried to protect you
Won't cry
But I'm
Gon' do what I got to
Nonchalant what I became
I don't think it's a changing
It won't ever be the same
Ain't no point in explaining it

I apologize for the shit that I did
I know that I ain't perfect
But it is what it is
You see I been really hurting
Tryna heal from the sins
Yeah I been real cold hearted
Been like that since a kid

I know you wanted all the love
But I ain't let you in
Ain't wanna get close to nobody
Couldn't even do friends
I put my trust into one person
I won't ever again
I see the feelings wasn't mutual
It all was pretend

I apologize for the shit that I did
I know that I ain't perfect
But it is what it is
You see I been really hurting
Tryna heal from the sins
Yeah I been real cold hearted
Been like that since a kid

I know you wanted all the love
But I ain't let you in
Ain't wanna get close to nobody
Couldn't even do friends
I put my trust into one person
I won't ever again
I see the feelings wasn't mutual
It all was pretend



Credits
Writer(s): Zae Litty
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