Constellation

I start to think about the stars and I feel lost
I start to wonder where you are and really count the cost
When you leave, you're gonna take all those happy songs I wrote
I'll only sing the sad ones now, I know how this goes
Yeah, I know how this goes

I'm trying to imagine a future without you
That's something I never wanted to have to do
'Cause you made me feel safe when I was with you
Like no one did before
You made me feel safe, I wanted to stay that way
Go ahead and lock the door
I wanted safety and I found it in your arms
But I don't think you really wanted the ugly parts of my heart
And I have to be okay with that
I have to let it go
I have to be okay with that
I just wanted you to know
You were a constellation
And I thought you were guiding me home
But when I cry myself to sleep every night I think I'm better off alone
But you were so beautiful up there in the sky
Romantic and timeless, and I don't want to say goodbye

I'll keep watching the sky as it darkens like a bruise
I'll ask the stars to take my pain and bring me home to you
But you don't look up
No, you don't even try
You don't look up
No, you don't even try
Please just look up
Please just give me a try
Please just look up
Please just give me a try