Far From Fine

Standing here looking for your lips
Surrounded by sand I started to flip
It was not right to be this far from your arms
Gimme a break I'm so tired of that

I just wanted to get some rest
Howling to the stars, look into the night, crawl outta the brawl
Pounding and screaming, finally killing your dreams
Nowhere to be seen, finally leaving the scene

I'm still here gathering the pieces
Clustered by them, I started to slip
I couldn't care less what they would do tonight
As long as they don't think of me, I will sleep tight

I used to dream, I used to feel
I used to love the wind against the leaves
I used to sleep, I used to eat
I used to hold you against me tight
When I wasn't aware I was alright
I used to dream, I used to feel
I used to love the sweet smell of your skin
I used to talk, I used to laugh
I used to wish you'd never leave, it was ages ago
I'm far from fine

Don't ask me how, I just feel like I am
Everywhere, these days I don't even care, they say I'll get better
As long as I'm not in town, I feel that the city
Wants me to die

I don't look back, I just run for my life
There's not much left of it, but I'm sure it's alright
Not sure it's worth something but I might get a deal
I will start again, another time, anyway nothing feels real