C4ff3in3

I'm just sick off all the damn shit that you say to me
And I'm sick of all the fucking games you play w me
And I'm tired and I think that's why you're hatin' me
I just don't wanna go thru what's all the same to me

And I'm paranoid
That I'm a loser
I know it's my choice
To not confuse her
Are you a decoy
Or accuser
Play w me like a toy
Delete her user

And sometimes I think that I am going crazy
But I realize that I'm just hyped up on caffeine
I just wanna know if we are ever-lasting
And I'm noticing that all my good years pass me
And I just don't wanna go back to 2019
When everything struck all at once just like some lightning
Thinking of those fucking thoughts is fucking frightening
Cuz that's the year I found out I'm nonbinary

I'm just saying this shit
So it can get off my mind
And if it helps you
I'm just buying some time

Thank you for staying around
I have no place in this town
But when I'm in your black gown
I will no longer feel down



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Writer(s): Star Tewksbury
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