Middle Child

I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer
I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer

It's hard to me smile I hit the streets running
We ain't blind but we act like we never seen nothing
Them people playing foul and they going keep coming
We been chasing money since they had them green hundreds
My family all I got hustling was hard to stop
But I used to get caught by cops so I had to chill and get off the block
Plus they talk a lot
I got to make it I feel like it's taking forever
The waiting just making me better
Might take time to get on but I'ma get on it's now or never
We done been through the struggle Big bro said don't get into trouble
Lil bro got it off the muscle selling crack to see the money double
It ain't too many people going to love you soon as you turn your back they saying fuck you
But I know I always got my brothers If they ain't fam I don't really trust them
Na I don't really truth them grew up in a city called New Brunswick
Shit be getting violent getting ugly Used to knuckle up now they busting
Some of my niggas died over nothing My life used to be hell
It felt like nobody cared called your phone wasn't nobody there

I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer
I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer

C notes on my mind that's why I aint getting no sleep
One day they'll be kissing my feet out here we was pitching to eat
Eating ramen noodles for breakfast feel like I was living so cheap
About a million hours in the studio while shorty under my sheets
Told her ima get her that ring that she always asking from me
I do everything on my own don't need no one managing me
I do this passionately I'm pissing in cups don't pass me the weed
When I almost died was tragic to see my family was sad for some weeks
Healed up quick I'm back on my feet broke some bones you had to just see
So much blood they had on them sheets it took a while before I could speak
I was weak call me a priest to pray for me bring all of my demons out
They always crawling on me I speak in codes its part of my speech
I was a middle child with a lot of pride had some feelings I would hide inside
They was feeding me a lot of lies they ain't never ride but I'm not surprised
Got friends that's fam not a lot of guys but a couple of them always by my side
Being watched by a lot of eyes want me to sign on the dotted line

I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer
I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer

They was stepping on sneakers
Before they crossed me I peeped it
Looked for ways to get even
You was playing games but I beat it
I was fighting my demons
I was tired of getting cheated
I had a dream that all my dreams I achieved them
But still you got to give me my credit
If I said it then I did it live and learn
You got to feel me burn my momma been concerned
Like what if this don't work out for me and they try to skip my turn
But I will emerge from the pissy curb
I do this for her momma always been supportive
15 Years always was recording Netta always made me feel important
Ra always gave me game
Told me keep going you going pave the way
Me and Simba shared the same clothes
We ain't have dough we was making plays
Used to have to take the train I was stressing over change
Bet it all on myself until I find a better way
They say never say never but I'm never stopping ima get better
Going hard like I got a vendetta
Just know I always got you Vanetta

I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer
I was a middle child we was three brothers
In and out them walls we could hardly see each other
I was living wild I could of been deep under
It's a cold winter just hope that I see the summer