Puzzling Thing

What should we do, ouuu
It's a puzzling thing, ouuu
What should we do, ouuu
It's a puzzling thing, ouuu

I don't really know what to do these days, I'm lost
Thinking I should give up
Already paid the cost and got nothing return
I light it let burn and watch it all disappear
I got fears I, really shouldn't have
A couple bad habits I picked up in the passed, haven't dropped yet
People treat me like an option so I do it back
But I know I'm better than that, know I shouldn't have
I'm always at a fight with myself
Good luck trying to win when you think you need help
Climb all the way the top the next day I fell, oh well
Maybe I could do it again
Spend more time with the music then everyone of my friends
In my head, I don't come out much
Fuck that
All they wanna do is tell me I ain't nothing to them
It's all fake, and I really fucking hate to pretend
On the ledge, two steps forward and one back
I'm getting closer to thinking I won't come back
I used to love life
I used to smile laugh
I feel so trapped, and I don't know how to get out
I'm fighting to see life in a bright light
But it feels so dim
The worlds broken and nobody wants to fix it
Living with division
A whole lot of it
A product of this fucked up environment
Nobodys really happy but everybody's smiling
What an assignment, survive this climate
I been trying
Really trying my hardest
The only way I survive is by being an artists but I'm still starving

But I'm happy man
But you need to eat bro like, you cant just be happy your whole life, thats irresponsible
Happiness does not buy food

What should we do, ouuu
It's a puzzling thing, ouuu
What should we do, ouuu
It's a puzzling thing, ouuu