2020 Sucks

So far 2020 Sucks
I know I wasn't that great
But maybe I'll
Get a present today
Cover mouth with these
Lies and shame
So far my life's become worse
So far I've stolen about
Twenty-five purses
And I've wrote about
Seventy-five verses
And I'm still
Sitting in my room hurting
So far nothing has changed
There's no year
There's no new me
I'll be sitting here
In the land far away
Where the dead men go so
What will I say
The grim reaper has emotions too
But my words don't
Go to you
So what will I do, do
Oh what will I do
So far 2020 Sucks
I still haven't amounted to anything
I guess I'm nothing
I'll amount to something
When I'm eighteen
And I have the money that I need

So far 2020 Sucks
I said that new year, new me
But I wasn't enough
Amount to something
But deep down I'm nothing
And I think
I'm the only one to blame
Bad guy, good guy
This year I couldn't decide
What I wanted to be
What I wanted to be
So don't say you
Love me

So far 2020 Sucks
New year, new me
But I wasn't enough
To amount to something
Guess I was bluffing
And I'm sitting here
On a pile of nothing