Vulnerable

Hm not a lot but I think you're
That's something you're working on
And you can correct me if I'm wrong
Baby hold me
What do you want me to say
Or do you want me to go
Said do you want me to stay

Yeah
We've been going at it months and a day now
Nothing even going wrong, I just thought that you'd be gone any day now
Other people come along, but no matter what they all never say round
I'm okay now
Don't think too hard b ill be fine we tryna be fine all way 'round
That's just that wave I've been on
Fall nights and days have been long
Drowning in my own thoughts, that ain't even your fault
To be honest this not your business
But I got a problem and I wonder if you down to fight it by me
I'll keep tryna find who I'll be
Know I got the love, it's all inside
It's just hard to find around me
Nothing left to say just get it done
And you trust me
And I trust you as well
And you've never given me a reason to not trust you
And you're considerate and you care about other people a lot
And you're just, I think you're pretty honest in general

Baby, you got me on your own time
I've been on a closed line
How you suppose to be down for the kind who hurt you
Too many of the wrong kind
I think that alone time
Had me build up walls when I find new love no
So do you want me to stay
Or do you want me to go
I know that I need to change
But baby I'm not in control
What do you want me to say
I need to find me to grow
Don't know what I need to change for me to be vulnerable

It's like you're working your way to the, you know
The male version of my Coretta that I have been looking for
Which is like very super important to me 'cause
Actually, I wasn't even looking, you kind of just fell in my lap
We've been going seven months and a day now
Nothing even going wrong, I just thought that you'd be gone any day now
But my grandma always told me that a man's never heard, just seen
That's why you never heard my screams
Pops said the crying and the braids was a girl-like thing
That's why none of these little girls like me
So it made me insecure about myself and in the world I see
And act strong when I'm not so strong
I don't want a problem I be having that is not that deep
Mess up what we got going on
But I got problems and I wonder if you down to fight it by me
I'll keep tryna find who I'll be
Know I got the love, it's all inside
It's just hard to find around me
So hard to find around me

I really like that
I like what you stand for and what you represent and
Yeah
I think you're a great human being
And your brain is beautiful like
I don't know how you think of it
I know I call you stupid all the time but like
The way you think is so amazing to me
Like that's crazy
Yeah like I think about that a lot
Like if I could just give you anything I would just
You're just so great
You're so great