Save Me

I feel numb and that's the only reason I feel alive
It's like I'm feeling everything and nothing at all.
The whole place I once called home got destroyed.
Now I wander lost, broken, on way with no purpose.
Your lies blazed so fucking fast, it burned me down
And there is nothing left inside

Drowning in the ocean that was never there
Or maybe hidden under a thick ice crust
There is no hand to reach out for
and slowly the life fades out
no help for that, time consuming me apart
is there a better way from it all

And I keep asking why
You just can't deny
You put me in my shed
I never come from bed
Aching through my bones
You leave me to no choice
Just keep breathing air
maybe it will go away
But I don't believe
And I cannot sleep
I have you stuck in my mind
How do I leave you behind
Just f*cking leave me cry
Cross my heart and hope to die

There is no point in saving me
wasted energy for once lost soul
miracles can happen
but why would you wait for one
and live in a projected hope that won't become a reality

I thought you saved me. But maybe you've just buried me alive.