Boring You

Tell me, am I boring you
What am I supposed to do
I don't think I'll make it out alive
But, I might as well try

The kind of fate that breaks a few
I'll call you when it all comes through
I don't wanna do this thing alone
Will this ever be simple

Bet on the truth
I'm done lying to you
Shrug off the bruise
I'm not fighting with you
My last breath will be the final warning

I have no reason to care
But, I'm stuck in your trap
It's not healthy what I need's
More like this, less like that
I have this notion that
I'm just a speck on your map
It's not helpful that I love
Where we are now

You ran away yet
You told me that you wanted to stay

Believe me, you get boring too
Did everything I had to do
All I need is another place to thrive
Somewhere you'll never pry
Got a bad feeling in my head, I should let it go
What you're filling in my head, it's a shallow flow
I followed the river, took the next turn
And left every one of my concerns

Set up to lose
I'm done lighting this fuse
Write down the truce
I'm not prolonging our feud
I expect to leave tomorrow morning

I have no reason to care
But, I'm stuck in your trap
It's not healthy what I need's
More like this, less like that
I have this notion that
I'm just a speck on your map
It's not helpful that I love
Where we are now

We cleaned the slate
And you're the only one left with the pain
You'll hide away
But, we're gonna be attached to the shame

So, this is what it means to love you
This is how it feels to give myself away
Tell me why, tell me why
You shut me out
Tell me why, tell me why
I've stayed