THE RISE

I been going back and forth in my head
Feeling better in a casket than alone in this bed
Feel like everything that happens is set
So why I gotta be upset when
You just tryin be da best
Oh no fucked around and found my soul
Baby can you mind the bullet holes
Promise there's a heart of gold
Right behind the walls of stone
I'm putting up so you don't take it tho
Think that you really could break it so

Turn around and make it clap for me
Know I like it when you act for me
But you ain't gotta break that back for me
Know you got it why you ask for me
Listen you could have it all and
Think it's never enough
Why you gotta sit in silence
When you wanna go up
Baby why you try to hide it
Now I'm callin your bluff
I can see that you excited
I don't mean to be blunt, but

We've been doing so much so long
Why we feelin so right yet
We feelin so wrong yea
I'm the only one that make
You really feel at home
And every time I try to call
I know that you'll pick up the phone
Got you right here and all up in my zone
Try to let it go but being
Hurt is usually how it goes
So you can catch me riding
Pull up when I get to yours
Soon I get inside it imma
Make them panties hit the floor

You make me feel like
I should leave it all and runaway
Got too much all on my mind
Can you help soften the weight
Oh babe I know just what you're thinkin
Now you got me contemplating too
But I can't just lose my patience
Oh I don't know if it's even true
This is something new
Try to tell you boo what I'm tryna do
Got you by my side and
Now it's like we more than two
Now baby why we try to play it cool
Got my heart so damn confused

Hold up feel like I'm dreaming
I shoulda told ya but think you deceiving
So I'll just pour a cup oh were you leaving
Try to talk with ya, but you just scheming
See, I thought that you were something
I could bring in my house
But fuck that start to think that
You might burn it all down
So let you know if that's the case
I'm set to build from the ground
Up but right now I'll give you benefit of my doubt
Damnit I been thinking, and been drinking
Probably a bit too much I'll admit it I'm sinking
And been linking with my demons
You just say all the things that I'm thinkin

Girl you know I love you but
Wonder if this is sufferable
Really think I'm scared of sitting here
It's way to comfortable
Try to think of every single thing
That I could run into with you it's like

We've been doing so much so long
Why we feelin so right yet
We feelin so wrong yea
I'm the only one that make
You really feel at home
And every time I try to call
I know that you'll pick up the phone
Got you right here and all up in my zone
Try to let it go but being
Hurt is usually how it goes
So you can catch me riding
Pull up when I get to yours
Soon I get inside it imma
Make them panties hit the floor