Through Red Water and Blue Eyes

Rewriting everything I've said
So it never finds its way to you
The voice in the back of my head
But the sound is coming through

I'm sure you'd believe me
If I had the guts to tell the truth
But between the clouds and the fog
The silence is what I choose

I've heard what they say about the abyss

So would you stare back at me?
Because I've had my eyes on you
For what feels like an eternity
And I want you to see me through the red and the blue
Do you stare back at me?
I've been dreaming about what could be
And maybe
It should be

For every year that passes with only whispers
You'll keep me in the dark
So that you can be the star

And my world will keep revolving around you
The same way that it's always been
And it always will, will this ever end?
And when?

So would you stare back at me?
Because I've had my eyes on you
For what feels like an eternity
And I want you to see me through the red and the blue
Do you stare back at me?
I've been dreaming about what could be
And maybe
It should be

With every step I take in vain in hopes of convincing you
The envy coursing through my veins - it's a different kind of pain
If the joy we take in what we made was enough to change the view
It could be us, for just a second
Just a minute
Just an hour or two

When will I realize I'm clinging to nothing
When will I realize I'm clinging to nothing
When will I finally stop searching for something
When will I realize I'm clinging to nothing