in capitis, omnia

You, everybody loves you
Including me, do you see
That I wanted to see maybe
If I was crazy
(If I was crazy, I thinking I'm falling now)
But they said "shoot your shot and go"
Take it slow, watch them say no

Did I fall flat on my face into the desert sand?
No I didn't but I'm not the one holding your hand
Why is my reality not like my dreams
Far away from you

Cause I'm having trouble letting go
I need to know
People say it's not my fault
Then what is it then?
It couldn't be you
I don't know what's true anymore

I start to go get excited
But then I realize that it is one-sided
How am I supposed to go pick myself up
After the desimation is so

Tough luck, everybody hates it
But I seem to create it
It's like I made it

I guess I should not be too happy that I'm an innovator
Sometimes I think that my heart could really be an elevator
Up and down and down and up and up and down again
Everything I do it always seems like it depends

Did I fall flat on my face into the desert sand?
No I didn't but I'm not the one holding your hand
Why is my reality not like my dreams,
Far away from you

I'm having trouble letting go
I need to know
So let's sing another song before I go

Maybe I can get over this
Maybe I can move on
I've been learning a lot here by your side
As we dance to this song
And I know things will never be perfect
(Maybe I will always love you)
No, never at all
Because of this life
Lets finish this song

I'm having trouble letting go
I need to know
(I need to know)
So let's sing another song before I go

I am starting to let go now
I'm letting go now
I'm letting go