Pain In Me

I look to the stars remind me I lost some people
I look up to God and ask why all the legends leaving
Know I got some scars baby I don't want you to see em
Know the the shit that scarred me deep
You wouldn't wanna see it
Notice when you falling niggas act like they don't see you
Notice when you ballin' they the first to come and greet you
I been on my own for all this time I ain't forget you
Never on my own this Glock can't wait to solve a issue

Never out my zone I just took me an intermission
Never could I fold up my own came from the trenches
I could put this chrome up to his dome and leave 'em senseless
A cappella on cuz it get silent when we spin it
I know I been gone for hella long I need a minute
I know I done wrong I'm man enough to just admit it
I know I been wrong I know this life feel unforgiving
Sorrow in my song cuz every word I spit I feel it
Sorry I been lost out here just searching for forgiveness
Quick to set the record straight like I came straight from Guinness
Please don't come around me wasn't there from the beginning
Know I bring it home like it's the top of the ninth inning
Know I keep two Glocks just got 'em switches now they twinning
Asking for forgiveness God I know that I been sinning
Know I move with purpose life get down but never pin me
Know this life get cold no it won't be happy endings

I look to the stars remind me I lost some people
I look up to God and ask why all the legends leaving
Know I got some scars baby I don't want you to see em
Know the the shit that scarred me deep
You wouldn't wanna see it
Notice when you falling niggas act like they don't see you
Notice when you ballin' they wan' be the first to greet you
I been on my own for all this time I ain't forget you
Never on my own this Glock can't wait to solve a issue

Know I keep this gun cuz I can't never be no victim
I know what they want I can't get caught up in the system
I know I'm the one, know I was chosen know it's written
I know they gone love you once you shine and get that ticket
I know I got demons on my mental I'm conflicted
I been off the drugs I can't deny right now I'm twisted
I done seen some loved ones turn to enemies it's twisted
Gotta keep my head up know I can't be no statistic
I done seen some niggas turn out just how I predicted
'Member I came home and it turned out we got evicted
'Member all that pain I keep inside me it's still with me
I know I got haters know they quick to turn to critics
I don't feel no shame from where I came it gave me wisdom
Know how far I came I can't be phased by criticism
Stay up in yo lane we came different ecosystems
No we ain't the same and I take pride in that conviction

I look to the stars remind me I lost some people
I look up to God and ask why all the legends leaving
Know I got some scars baby I don't want you to see em
Know the the shit that scarred me deep
You wouldn't wanna see it
Notice when you falling niggas act like they don't see you
Notice when you ballin' they wan' be the first to greet you
I been on my own for all this time I ain't forget you
Never on my own this Glock can't wait to solve a issue



Credits
Writer(s): Exavius Tucker-shabazz
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