Anonymous

I said girl I know
What I did
Are you over it
I was drunk
I thought she was anonymous
In my head
But still I
Had no consciousness
You don't need me
And I'm so the opposite

I'm in my room in bad moods all your shit's untouched
I'm just sittin' and reminiscin' bout the shit I loved in you
Baby in you
I don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
Cause you fuck with my head too much
Now that I'm this drunk
I get to spend my night thinkin' of how I just fucked up
I'm thinkin' how could I
Look at you and then lie
How can someone be alive when they're dead inside

Girl I know
What I did
Are you over it
I was drunk
I thought she was anonymous
In my head
But still I
Had no consciousness
You don't need me
And I'm so the opposite
Girl I know
What I did
Are you over it
I was drunk
I thought she was anonymous
In my head
But still I
Had no consciousness
You don't need me
And I'm so the opposite

I'm sippin' drinks
And then I saw ya face
I'm very pissed you came
Told my therapist again
Fuck the medicine
Prescribe me compliments
Wash away these feelings again
Lost myself in playin' pretend
I did this again
Doin' things
Tryna feel the same
Aye
As I did
Way back when
Things were simple and
Aye
I don't want no friends
I wanna make amends
But I don't think we can
I lost all my confidence

And yeah I know
You don't need me
That's what hurts the most
Replay memories
On my phone
I slept with your ghost
This cover story
That I told
Was the front page of Vogue
Now I'm alone
Got no love
Lost my hope

Girl I know
What I did
Are you over it
I was drunk
I thought she was anonymous
In my head
But still I
Had no consciousness
You don't need me
And I'm so the opposite
Girl I know
What I did
Are you over it
I was drunk
I thought she was anonymous
In my head
But still I
Had no consciousness
You don't need me
And I'm so the opposite