Mental Illness
Adhd got me taking all these capsules Adderal
Bipolar got me fucking crazy after all
All this sadness got me downing all the damn alcohol
Imma tell you Mental Illness is my fucking down fall
Paranoia got me in a mental fucking free for all
Anxiety got my mind thinkin goin awol
Suicide hotlines ignores when I call
Imma tell you Metal illness is my fucking down fall
No one likes to talk about all the mental problems
So many sad kids they don't know they got em
Momma blinded by her ego tell me where's her knowledge
Didn't notice other room suicide robbed em
Once a parent now her title gone call her nameless
Son lacked the knowledge cuz he passed his mom the illness
Flooded with these sad thoughts brain decomposes
Such a lost soul I don't know if there's progress
Momma joined her son rip death feneses
Cops are racing on the scene this rope is deja vu
Officer Johnson swears his mamma did it too
Now he chokin up his words all these flashbacks feeling new
Now the illness on his mind call it sadness shampoo
Praying to my lord maybe he can see it through
But I really doubt it cuz his death was long over due
All this shit scars you like a mf trash tattoo
Now you chillin bein sad expecting joyful life
Demon getting jealous interfer take your life
I don't blame you If you take them drugs they makes me feel alive
When I'm down alone drinking bottles yellin quick revivie
Need a constant pick me up put me on a better high
Timing isn't on my side depression knows I'm half alive
Illness lives inside open eyes They Yell surprise
Start my day grabbed my smile that's the best disguise
Walking through my job everyone thinks I'm great
Lackin all the knowledge help me written on my nameplate
Ravaging thoughts movin in like a roommate
Second doubting my self I can never change fate
Sadness comes back around faster then my birthday
Feelin like a inmate worlds against me oj
No glove but I swear these thoughts don't fit.
Don't know what to feel cuz bipolar changing it.
I will never lie an say you finna be fine
Cuz No pussy or dick knows The future that's been assigned
Many problems are problems cuz We let it sit in our mind
Sometimes I forget how to live my life cuz I fabricated time
I'm not your ideal human I'm the modern day Frankenstein
I'm a mental monster but optimistic Enough to believe in the power of creation
But still limit our selves by hesitation
Ignore the voices rooted to your sound in mental altercations
We damage our selves by giving meaning to sadness
Mental illness is just a word manifested by your own head to create madness
Aye play the beat
Adhd got me taking all these capsules Adderal
Bipolar got me fucking crazy after all
All this sadness got me downing all the damn alcohol
Imma tell you Mental Illness is my fucking down fall
Paranoia got me in a mental fucking free for all
Anxiety got my mind thinkin goin awol
Suicide hotlines ignores when I call
Imma tell you Metal illness is my fucking down fall
Bipolar got me fucking crazy after all
All this sadness got me downing all the damn alcohol
Imma tell you Mental Illness is my fucking down fall
Paranoia got me in a mental fucking free for all
Anxiety got my mind thinkin goin awol
Suicide hotlines ignores when I call
Imma tell you Metal illness is my fucking down fall
No one likes to talk about all the mental problems
So many sad kids they don't know they got em
Momma blinded by her ego tell me where's her knowledge
Didn't notice other room suicide robbed em
Once a parent now her title gone call her nameless
Son lacked the knowledge cuz he passed his mom the illness
Flooded with these sad thoughts brain decomposes
Such a lost soul I don't know if there's progress
Momma joined her son rip death feneses
Cops are racing on the scene this rope is deja vu
Officer Johnson swears his mamma did it too
Now he chokin up his words all these flashbacks feeling new
Now the illness on his mind call it sadness shampoo
Praying to my lord maybe he can see it through
But I really doubt it cuz his death was long over due
All this shit scars you like a mf trash tattoo
Now you chillin bein sad expecting joyful life
Demon getting jealous interfer take your life
I don't blame you If you take them drugs they makes me feel alive
When I'm down alone drinking bottles yellin quick revivie
Need a constant pick me up put me on a better high
Timing isn't on my side depression knows I'm half alive
Illness lives inside open eyes They Yell surprise
Start my day grabbed my smile that's the best disguise
Walking through my job everyone thinks I'm great
Lackin all the knowledge help me written on my nameplate
Ravaging thoughts movin in like a roommate
Second doubting my self I can never change fate
Sadness comes back around faster then my birthday
Feelin like a inmate worlds against me oj
No glove but I swear these thoughts don't fit.
Don't know what to feel cuz bipolar changing it.
I will never lie an say you finna be fine
Cuz No pussy or dick knows The future that's been assigned
Many problems are problems cuz We let it sit in our mind
Sometimes I forget how to live my life cuz I fabricated time
I'm not your ideal human I'm the modern day Frankenstein
I'm a mental monster but optimistic Enough to believe in the power of creation
But still limit our selves by hesitation
Ignore the voices rooted to your sound in mental altercations
We damage our selves by giving meaning to sadness
Mental illness is just a word manifested by your own head to create madness
Aye play the beat
Adhd got me taking all these capsules Adderal
Bipolar got me fucking crazy after all
All this sadness got me downing all the damn alcohol
Imma tell you Mental Illness is my fucking down fall
Paranoia got me in a mental fucking free for all
Anxiety got my mind thinkin goin awol
Suicide hotlines ignores when I call
Imma tell you Metal illness is my fucking down fall
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Writer(s): Lorenzo Juarez
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