Disappointment

Tryna be good for your parents
But it's burning you out
They say you're nothing like your sisters
Don't like how you turned out

You're hungover in your room
You're hoping they don't find out
You got some shit you wanna say
But it'll never come out

They say your different when you're sober
But you don't believe 'em
Hide your emotions in your eyes
You hope that you deceive them

Show them a fake smile
And tell them you're alright
You tell your friends
"You don't understand, this happens every night"

But it's okay
Because you don't know what they go through
They say they love you
But you wish that they would show you

You hop inside your car
You don't care where it goes to
Do what your friends say
'Cause you think that you're supposed to

You throw a fit
Because you feel like you're not getting away
Call me "self centred"
But all I really need is some space
And I get pissed off
Every time I see that look in your face
Start with all these emotions
I swear to god it's heading your way

Disappoint
Yeah I know
Can't help
But say "No"
Disappoint
Yeah I know
Can't help
But say "No"

Moved out of town and I told you that I got your letters
Being apart from you is finally making me better
I'm feelin sick to my stomach
You saw me hurtin', you loved it
Like to make everything public
You pull my strings like a puppet

And I know
And I know
To you, I'm a disappointment
And I know
And I know
To you, I'm a disappointment