I Give In

Why am I rappin' anyways?
Anybody listen?
I feel like
It's a waste
Living this Christian
I miss parties
I miss having friends
At least i'm protected
Ghost had loose ends
I wanna be a great rapper
But not really
How I even got started
It's real silly
I didn't wanna get in trouble
Now i'm quarantine
Even way before the bubble
I'm all alone
Man I wanna go back
Got the armor of God
But the armor was cracked
I remember a time
It was no worries
Now all this year
I seen people buried
Not a good sight
I be reading
And you said it's a good fight
But it feels more likе just a good night
And it still ain't good
It don't feel right
And I still ain't happy
I ran outta might

I give up
I give up
Oh
I give up
I givе up
I give in
I give up
I give up
Lord
I give up
I give up
I give in

I don't know what to say
And my Uncle just died
I don't know what to pray
Happened outta the blue
Can't believe that it's true
Lost so many people
Can't believe I lost you
I don't know peace
Don't talk about me
Cause you don't know me
If you really real
You gon have to show me
Lost the real ones
How you feel ones
You in heaven now
But you still one
Life goes on
But i'm still stuck
So mad like Knuck if you Buck
So blessed
But i'm all outta luck
All these tests
Don't make me wanna wake up
And that's not a quote
That's just a line
How you doing?
Cause I'm not doing fine
Still nice
Cause I'm one of a kind
All this money
But it can't buy time

I give up
I give up
Oh
I give up
I give up
I give in
I give up
I give up
Lord
I give up
I give up
I give in

Nothing else I can do
Gave it all that I had
All the people I knew
All the prayers that I said
But they ended up dead
No matter how you believe
That can mess with your head
It's only me left
I choose life not death
The way life been going
Thank God I don't do meth
I seen so much gone
I gotta catch my breath
I seen so much loss
And I paid so much cost
How much more can this one man take
I need a kit kat so I can finally catch a break
I'm no longer asleep
Don't need no more wakes
I lost all my hope
But God gave me a date
Got no choice but to give it to you
I did what I did
I did all I could do
I give up
So that you can give out
Lord I need your help
I send this S.O.S out
Help please

I give up
I give up
Oh
I give up
I give up
I give in
I give up
I give up
Lord
I give up
I give up
Oh



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Writer(s): Sterling Dye-brown
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