Santa Monica

I was 17, did not know what i wanted
You were graduating early, off to college
I was dreamin bout a future with you
While you were dreamin bout a future with her
Waited to board your flight to tell me the news
Oh don't you worry, no my feelings aren't hurt

I knew that there was something wrong
But i didn't say anything cause
I didn't wanna make a mess of things
Before you left for Santa Monica

I was devastated, crying in the bathroom for hours on end
I wish i'd opened up when i saw something wrong, wish i would've said
Something while you're staring at your phone for hours
Laughing at something while you were in the shower
I heard through the door
Were you on the phone with her
Oh my mind, yeah it was racin tryna find out

I knew that there was something wrong
But i didn't say anything cause
I didn't wanna make a mess of things
Before you leaf for Santa Monica

Nothing you can say can mend this
The cuts are so deep they're aching
The bond that we had is broken
Can't save it

I can lash out, serve you karma
But i don't need anymore drama
I know better thanks to my mama
Won't take it

I knew that there was something wrong
But i didn't say anything cause
I didn't wanna make a mess of things
Before you leaf for Santa Monica

I knew that there was something wrong
But i didn't say anything cause
I didn't wanna make a mess of things
Before you leaf for Santa Monica

The bond that we had is broken
Can't save it