Ohio

I'm always feeling like I'm supposed to be somewhere else in life
I shouldn't be here

Always pretending that I wanna live
Treading in shit that my God won't give
Always feeling like I'm locked out my home
Moved West for him, then he left, feel alone
Feel alone, hate myself cuz I'd wish that upon you
I know that you love me, I wish I could, Mom, too
Missing my family out in Ohio
Chicago ain't my home, yeah, 300 miles
Chicago is my home too, don't wanna admit
Born in the wrong spot, physical, within
And it hasn't been the same since he left, now we're stuck here
All because my Dad took my _Mom to fuck here
Mothered other children, and fathered them too
Wish I could've been alone, feeling morning dew
Cuz nostalgia's what fuels me, but fuel will soon be up
Cuz everyone's dying, and I'm growing up
Wish I had a different Mom, but then that would mean
That I wouldn't have Ohio, I never would've seen
Seen my family in Ohio, please come back
It hasn't been the same since Tyler, you've passed
Ciggie smoke from your Mom's house brings me to peace
Cuz it makes me think of you, you mean too much to me
I wish that I could hug you just one final time
And you know, your brother still thinks that everything is fine
Wish that I could be in Ohio, at your grave
And comforting your children, maybe they too will stay
I know that you love rap, so this one's for you
You're all I have left, they're all dying in the crew
Because of this family, I love cigarette smoke
Yet I'd rather be there, because I just don't choke
There's no place in the world I'd rather be than Ohio
I hope no one's next this summer, but I don't have high hopes



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Writer(s): Colin Hayes
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