Hard to Wake up

It's hard to wake up
The light inside has died in me
The thought of you just
Makes the life and death combine in me
For once I am loved
My heart, it works on repeat
But where it is lost
Is in the place so close to me
Oh

Sometimes I get this feeling
That really contradicts itself
I get so scared of dying
That I wanna fucking kill myself

Are you lost and alone or am I there?
Is there nowhere to go but in my hands?
Does the feeling choke on you?
Don't dare hold me up, I'm strong enough

(Are you lost and alone?)

There's mistakes I have made
And promises that I have broke
But what will it take
To show you that I love you?
You know I'm not okay
But you're not either so who knows
Maybe we will make
(A life out of the lies we chose, oh)

Are you lost and alone or am I there?
Is there nowhere to go but in my hands?
Does the feeling choke on you?
Don't dare hold me up, I'm strong enough

Does it ache in your heart when you need me?
Do you feel like you barely see me?
What if i told you that I'm bleeding?
Hold me up I'm strong enough

(Are you lost and alone)

Are you lost and alone or am I there?
Is there nowhere to go but in my hands?
Does the feeling choke on you?
Don't dare hold me up, I'm strong enough

Does it ache in your heart when you need me?
Do you feel like you barely see me?
What if i told you that I'm bleeding?
Hold me up I'm strong enough

(Are you lost and alone)