Alone

Am I alone?
Why do I only see you when I use styrofoam
I been around your city but I guess it wouldn't matter
This little thing I'm holdin make me feel like a feather
Fuck a heartbreak, don't make me drink when I'm alone
World so cold that I can feel it in the bone
Lookin at me different cause my skin another tone
But she wanna get a taste cause I got what she's never known
Demons in my mind make me fuck up when I'm alone

All I really gotta do is grind
All I really need is to shut up my mind
Treat the music like some kind of 9 to 5
It takes time but someday I'll thrive
Never thought a northern city could've been so cozy
Late Nights, call the one from Nosebleed
My profile's like the one from Time (Low)
The lifestyle won't let me make you mine
When the night falls, girl I gotta Move faster
Hard times, when I had to cruise past ya
I promised that someday I would make you see
Watch me pour my whole heart in this Melody
I promise I could fix your mind like a xanny pill
Babygirl forget the Netflix I just want the chill
Don't come around trying to say I never kept it real
Don't come around trying to ask me what's the fucking deal
I'm painting pictures with my words
Bitch I'm music's fucking Picasso
Magic with these chords
Give a fuck if you think I'm an asshole
Now it's 9AM, facin' reality again
Should I be celebrating cause I made it out the ends?
I wonder what has happened to the feelings for my friends
They all live in my head and they ain't payin any rent

Am I Alone?
Why do I only see you when I use styrofoam
I been around your city but I guess it wouldn't matter
This little thing I'm holdin make me feel like a feather
Fuck a heartbreak, don't make me drink when I'm alone
World so cold that I can feel it in the bone
Lookin at me different cause my skin another tone
But she wanna get a taste cause I got what she's never known
Demons in my mind make me fuck up when I'm alone

I know she left cause I never did her right
The question that she asked the most back then was "why?"
I was her drug and now I know she miss the high
Wanna come back, then you better learn how to fly
Can I make a wish before I go?
I pray that you can preserve my soul
Don't try to tell me what to do cause that shit got old
I ain't got no time for drama, 90210
I don't wanna call Maria cause she been offline
I don't want her talking 'bout the kind of drugs I'm tryin
Cannot call Alyah, we're no longer friends
No more sufferin'
And now the rainin' never stops 'round these parts
Imma cry Over a beat and I'll call it art
Shawty said she fell for me but I know it's not real
But best believe I'd fall for her if I could still feel
I don't think she even really feels all that she says
Try to follow heart and brain, but who knows best?
Used to be blowing up her phone, it was in vain
And now she knows I choose the styro when I'm pain
Am I alone?
Sometimes I really as if I'm coming for the throne
Gotta understand that nothing really lasts forever
Fuck it up again as soon as everything is better
Don't ever interrupt when I be vibin on my own
This side's really the coldest one that I have ever shown
Cannot talk right now so baby leave it at the tone
You could be by my side so why the hell you wanna phone
Got a heartache so imma drink when I'm alone
Am I alone?
Why do I only see you when I use styrofoam
I been around your city but I guess it wouldn't matter
This little thing I'm holdin make me feel like a feather
Fuck a heartbreak, don't make me drink when I'm alone
World so cold that I can feel it in the bone
Lookin at me different cause my skin another tone
But she wanna get a taste cause I got what she's never known
Demons in my mind make me fuck up when I'm alone



Credits
Writer(s): Francisco Henriques Soares, Márcio Dos Anjos
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