Craving Rondo

Where in the problem of life do I Fit in?
In which war am I a soldier?
I'm loosing my life to nothing
I'm wasting my Time in scattered thoughts
Where's truth
Where's meaning between dying children
And prosperous lives
I don't see the answer
I can't
What are you telling me soul
Dear soul
Wich path should I follow
There's so many of 'em
So many of 'em
Only if I'm all in
Only if I'm ready to die in battle
Only then you'll shut up
Won't you?
Where was I when hatred shattered peace?
When darkness shattered light?
Where was I when a mother died of hunger
And her child needed care?
Where was I when someone froze to death
Alone in the streets?
Where am I
In the middle of so much sadness?
I'm the middle of so much pain?
Where?
It's so hard to see the light in the modern world
Often drowned
By the noise in our heads
Only love
Only love only love only love
What Is this gravity I feel towards others?
What are you telling me soul?
Look at the person next to you
Look at their tears very closely
Freedom lies behind
The Gates of fearless compassion
This might be the path the truth the life
The redemption
My redemption