No Control

I don't even know where I'm at right now but
Still got to go
Aye
It's so many destinations that I'm tryna go
I got tired of the patience so I ride alone
Tried to take a hold of something out of my control
Had to make sure that I'm playing all my proper roles
I'm just on my way so I can find my soul
Tryna find a wave so I can finally float
I know that they waiting for me on the coast
Look up to the stars until I'm one of those

I been grinding but every steps like I'm going backwards
How I get so far away from what I'm going after
I feel like I'm the middle of before and after
I got captured but I feel like I'm my own captor
I been tryna get myself out
Lately I been feeling stuck I might be Hell bound
In the distance I see silhouettes of hell hounds
I hope that I can escape before the bell sounds
I just want to make it whatever the cost
But somewhere on the way I stopped feelin it all
Tried to get right now I'm feeling wrong
I don't who to blame and don't know who to call
I just want my soul back before my body falls
I can't wait until they say my casket got involved
Tried to get my heart back but I thinks too late
I ain't even boutta fake it like I got it all

It's so many destinations that I'm tryna go
I got tired of the patience so I ride alone
Tried to take a hold of something out of my control
Had to make sure that I'm playing all my proper roles
I'm just on my way so I can find my soul
Tryna find a wave so I can finally float
I know that they waiting for me on the coast
Look up to the stars until I'm one of those

I ain't even sell my soul I just lost it
I ain't even see the road I just crossed it
I ain't see the car coming
I ain't it see all coming
I ain't even know what I was involved in
Thought I would get through the pain with no problem
I thought I could find the place I belong in
Now I don't even care no more
Cause my life ain't boutta stop revolving
Can't nobody ever get where I'm going
Ain't too many that get here without folding
You can't even understand without knowing
This a zone you don't wanna be alone in
This is my way and I know ya can't clone it
Cause everything I been through you can't copy
This is my pain and I can own it
Now I'm trusting that the universe got me

It's so many destinations that I'm tryna go
I got tired of the patience so I ride alone
Tried to take a hold of something out of my control
Had to make sure that I'm playing all my proper roles
I'm just on my way so I can find my soul
Tryna find a wave so I can finally float
I know that they waiting for me on the coast
Look up to the stars until I'm one of those



Credits
Writer(s): Jaylen Johnson
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