Feel Me

After what I've been through
I don't know if i wana continue

I've been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just trying to find my way out of the dark you feel me?
I'll be dammed if imma let a hard time change me
I'm trying to find my way out of the dark, you know you gotta feel me
Feel me
Feel me
Feel me

I've been through a lot lately
Thinking bout my life daily
Why's it always seems like everyone hate me
All my answers are just maybes
Or am i confused enough to think that i am going crazy
So i drove people away including myself from safety
Cuz i got no one that can save me

I lost conscience of what I'm doing
I camouflage with darkness like the holocaust all my feelings are ruined
And at this moment i don't feel like my life is improving
I self sabotage alot but i guess I'm only human

I cried myself to sleep
Not a sound cuz this pain was deep
I hit the ground, i was breaking down, i wanted to speak
Nobody around to save me so I've drowned from anxiety
I'm underneath a cloud i can't breathe

I've been going through a lot of things lately
And I'm just trying to find my way out of the dark you feel me?
I'll be dammed if imma let a hard time change me
I'm trying to find my way out of the dark, you know you gotta feel me
Feel me
Feel me
Feel me

Been stuck in a lonely place
Haven't seen the light in days
And my rooms the only place
Where i lose all hope and faith
Just tryna find my way, its a maze, moving in a fast pace
It feels like its a race like I'm being chased by my own shadow and hate
And everybody loves to give me shade like how does that taste

Ain't doing so great i knew i had to Switch
Back to my own lane in one day but didn't wanna get fixed
They wana say we friends but they ain't got my six
I'm only remembered when they need me, cuz that's the only time i exist

I feel incomplete i'm just a puzzle
Life's got me on repeat my feelings are always on shuffle
Life is like a paper with written stories about our struggles
As we age and make mistakes that papers always gonna get crumbled

I've been going through a lot of things lately
And im just trying to find my way out of the dark you feel me?
I'll be dammed if imma let a hard time change me
I'm trying to find my way out of the dark, you know you gotta feel me
Feel me
Feel me
Feel me

Rock bottom taught me a lesson I caught a blessing
After a strong connection with myself cuz my mind had bad reception
I fought so many battles now all my stress is lessened
Consumed the venom from an apple cuz i thought it was medicine
And I thought I've reached success but really i was numb from depression

Climbing up the ladder but it keeps on getting higher
Everydays a pattern wishing that it can get brighter
Working, eating, sleeping there's nothing to do after
No desire, no answer, thinking too much like i don't even matter

Feel me, feel me, can you even feel
That i'm broken inside
Don't really know if ima heal
I feel dead, tonight
I'm sealed in my mind, that's real suicide
And i ain't ready to say goodbye

I've been going through a lot of things lately
And im just trying to find my way out of the dark you feel me?
I'll be dammed if imma let a hard time change me
I'm trying to find my way out of the dark, you know you gotta feel me
Feel me
Feel me
Feel me