January First

I need a holiday
A trip away from life
You know it's been a while
I've not been feeling alright
I don't wanna sleep
And I don't wanna see the light
Is this hell or is this paradise?
So much work and all the time
The gears in my brain coated in solid ice
The tears and the pain, they're not feeling right
Just take my life

Just need someone to hold me close
The more you hear, the more you know
That your best friend is in the dirt
Will he be seeing January first?
I need someone to hold me tight
We need a voice, we need a sign
And it's okay to say you're not alright
It's okay to say you're not alright

A conversation that we need
For happiness and misery
Coz we will never really be
The same old people, 40 weeks
Watched every film under the sun
And god, I miss when we had fun
And god, I miss you, everyone
So much work through grit and grime
I walk around the city like I committed a crime
I walked around this evening coz the night I had was mine
I say this now, I'm not okay, to say it is alright

You need someone to hold you close
The more you hear, the more you know
That your best friend is in the dirt
Will he be seeing January first?
We need someone to hold us tight
We need a voice, we need a sign
And it's okay to say we're not alright
It's okay to say we're not alright



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Harper
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