Growing Pain

I felt less than a man gigolo vibe but I'm working my plan
School of hard knocks no sleep I keep the rolodex I come
Alive in the night time girl you fine but I need more than
Sex rollie hit my wrist a nigga felt special I'm in the woods
Panicking I felt so low I'm catching flack from bitches relatives
Thought it would take a little bread just to settle this man some
Things that hoe said I never did even when the task force hit my
Sista spot my nephews showed a lot of discipline first time they
Didn't talk a lot I'm living on edge turnt pussy hoe turn opp shit
Complicated it's a mess big brother I know you down the road I'm
Hoping that your praying for me yo care package on the way I found
Some more resources I know the smoke gone clear for now them
Court dates I'm gone skip I tried to prolong mona but it seem like it
Ain't much there she love that nigga gave him cold stares bench
Warrant fuck it come give me no cap man sometimes life just
Ain't fair I was there when nobody was there eviction notice on
The 18 wheeler headed to child care when you bust my bond is when
You broke our bond reminiscing on the pain I'm goin numb numb guilt
Trip that pussy my guilty pleasure next car i get dont want no brakes
Just gas gas no matter how real I am niggas gone backstab started
A LLC from a hookah I got more money this year than I ever did made
A few investments made some niggas mad like what's a mice to a
Elephant got in my feelings went on a blocking binge and if I ain't
Reached out nigga you know what it is shit happen abruptly some
Relationships ain't worth it before I befriend a nigga again I rather
Sit in the house and watch cspan my motor V10 no strings attached
I can be your violin couple my partners fascinated with these baby
Bumps see I know first hand what it come with ain't no compromising
When you 5 workin on 6 figures don't need no mo bill collectors
I hit my city and it felt different like niggas I've been known
Half my life we lost al l chemistry try to right my wrongs we slidin
Wrong or right corey lost his momma words can't describe
That trauma late night conference call I'm giving hope I just
Need commitment discussing family problem personal shit
Some niggas comprehend some niggas use a addition I'm
Pitching bob gibson some niggas sonny liston some nigga
Just don't listen I paraphrase out the gate cuz I'm a dread head
Nigga with a lot of mistakes want me to bite my tongue and shy away
Shid I'm give these folks the truth and nothing less so many obstacles
I'm checking off my bucket list hardest nigga I don't never get
Acknowledgement that why these whips abolished baguettes
Moon walking you say it's mine than remind me