I Ain't A Saint

I got a lot on my mind
Let me say it with the chest
Give it a rest, put all the rumours to bed
Lately I ain't been impressed
What you been thinkin'?
What you been drinkin'?
All of that lean got you feeling pressed
Yes I know I've got issues
And so might offend you, who woulda guessed?
I ain't a regular guy
Don't look at me like it, when I arrive
I've been ahead of my time
I'm young in the face and dead in the eyes
Give me your focus
And give me your soul, I've given you mine
Now come a bit closer
I feel the emotion, feel every vibe
And I wanna feed
Everybody's gotta bleed
Now it's either you or me
I ain't gonna let 'em breathe
Nobody's safe, nobody free
You wouldn't believe
What I've done when I speed
G in me got me lookin' like I need a new piece
I need release, give me a reason, give me a lease
On this life, what it means
Some of it has been a dream
Some of it has been a nightmare and I feel it more when I sleep
Don't wake me please, I wanna hurt
I wanna see

Yeah I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done

Yeah
I went on tour
Thought it opened up a door
Did it again
Did it again and again
Even if I can't afford
What it would do to me when I would come home
Energy and me are run low
Lookin' for a little dopamine, a little serotonin, no luck though
I've been through it and I still go
Through it when I'm feelin' real low
Gettin' money but I feel broke
Put it into what I built slow
If I didn't, I would blow it off
Bringin' what you'd probably kill for
Doin' everything I need to
Just so maybe I could feel hope
Goddamn, yeah
Look at me go
Lettin' you into my personal life
I don't know how to communicate
There's a lot for you to learn when I write
Every time I do a return of the mic
I ain't got a single worry in sight
These days I ain't doin' much and I feel bad so I work in the night
I just really wanna sleep in
Every minute like a weekend
Maybe I don't wanna be here
Maybe I don't wanna pretend
Maybe I just need change
Maybe I just need to breathe in
Maybe I just need to reset
Need therapy and need Jesus
Oh Lord

Yeah I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done, yeah
I ain't a saint
Look at me, look what I've done
Look what I've done