Pain Run Deep

I'm sending this to all my loved ones that's gone
I wish we could talk, it's just missed calls
I'm missing y'all, Lord know I'm goin through it
Shits tough, I hear em whisper "Stand tall"
Granny been praying for me that the streets don't murk me
This pain run deep for certain
Losing family, I just keep on hurting
May y'all live in peace, y'all worthy

I need someone. Someone, not just anybody
I need someone. Someone, that special somebody
I need someone. Someone, not just anybody
I need someone. Someone, that special somebody

2011, the year they took my homie John Johnson
2013 was the year that sucka killed John Gotti
Damn... It's so much pain flowing through my veins
Missing my big bro Relo
Hear him saying "Do yo thang"
(Do ya thang, Deezy)
I gotchu bro, G.I. Joe, hold ya head
I feel ya struggle and I love you, let me roll this press-sure
And smoke instead. Might drink and hear my lec-tures
I be talking to myself, mind in a pret-zel
All twisted, seem like we were just playing 2k and Madden
We was on the court hooping, Rel had a jumper like Ray Allen
Lil Johnathan loved the Broncos and Celtics
Remember my dawg John John used to whoop my ass in Tekken
For real
Tears come to my eyes when I sit and think
Bout the times and sometimes it feel like I'm finna sink
All them memories in my mind, damn my feelings deep
I need somebody, that's G-O-D
(Gooddddddddd!)

I'm sending this to all my loved ones that's gone
I wish we could talk, it's just missed calls
I'm missing y'all, Lord know I'm goin through it
Shits tough, I hear em whisper "Stand tall"
Granny been praying for me that the streets don't murk me
This pain run deep for certain
Losing family, I just keep on hurting
May y'all live in peace, y'all worthy

I need someone. Someone, not just anybody
I need someone. Someone, that special somebody
I need someone. Someone, not just anybody
I need someone. Someone, that special somebody

2018 I lost my cousin Blake, it broke my family
2016 my uncle Mousey passed, it broke my family
2008 I got the word that we had lost my granny
So I just stay high as a bitch, how I console my damage
Sometimes it's like my pops passed, we don't ever talk
Except for holidays and birthdays and that's by default
My mama told me not to blame myself, it ain't my fault
But if he goes and we ain't straight, that's a drama unsolved
Damn... it's so much loss, it hurts just to go through it
My homie Sky started treating me like he never knew me
All over some female, our relationship ruined
Now he's gone, I'll never get to see him join the movement
Reminiscing we had a mission, just hooligans cooling
We used to ride and get high, freestyling joyous music
All these memories in my mind, only place to view em
I need somebody, before I lose it
(Gooooddddddd!)

I'm sending this to all my loved ones that's gone
I wish we could talk, it's just missed calls
I'm missing y'all, Lord know I'm goin through it
Shits tough, I hear em whisper "Stand tall"
Granny been praying for me that the streets don't murk me
This pain run deep for certain
Losing family, I just keep on hurting
May y'all live in peace, y'all worthy

I need someone. Someone, not just anybody
I need someone. Someone, that special somebody



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Writer(s): Tyler Waller
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