Falling

Shoot every thought in my head 'till it's empty
I am unstable so don't please tempt me
so depressed, could you maybe help me?
pain and suffering, yeah I got plenty

Walls closing in when I close my eyes
My life is a game, I'm not throwing the dice
Dear God everyday could you show me some signs
that would make happy and save my own life

Don't wanna think I can't keep it together
End everything in a blink for now and forever
I'm failure, I'm faded wish I would be more clever
happiness was not in my list, now or never

Slit my veins up 'till my heartbeat goes silent
Blades and knives yeah my mind is too violent
I'm crazy, I'm hazy, I might start a riot
My mind is a plane and I'm not the pilot

Never been this low, I'm losing my energy
fill up my conciousness with this Hennessy
music is my therapy, music is my remedy
I will get my name in everybodys memory

Blood on the snow and I'm breathing so slow
Wish I had somewhere I could fuckin go
I'm freezing up, cold
My story's been told
Who the fuck I am?
Well I don't know

Every dream another loser
I'm seeking answers, yeah
What the truth is? yeah
I've been catching moodswings
Loosing blueprints
Hate to do this, it's a nuisance.
Get me out of my mind or I will be ruthless
I feel like a foolish, I feel like a useless
Now this is crucial

(Don't leave me here)
(Don't leave me here)
(Don't leave me here)

ay

Slit after slit
Blood is pouring
I start to hate myself every morning
Miss after miss and my friends are just scoring
Maybe your love would stop me from falling

Live your own life,
Don't care about me
Everything is gone, it's clear to see
Demons been haunting me in my dreams
ill from the head cry myself to sleep

Why I'm so mofuckin dumb
Why I'm so mofuckin numb
I grip up the mag and the gun
four bullets and I could be gone
I lost my loved one
I am done, yeah

It'll stop my mind from falling
yeah, I've been falling
Don't you see 'cause nobody's been calling
My phone has been empty, just like my wallet
Jump out from a window,
Well it's not a problem



Credits
Writer(s): Ralph Larry Eskridge, Clarence Johnson, Malika Ferguson, Oliver Mark Dickinson, James David, Emma Dillon, Murphy Randolph, Roman Harris
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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