Freestyle

I've been looking day and night Tryna find my goal
To the point where I had to put My life on hold
All my problems be building up Waiting to be solved
I gotta switch up the level and try And take control
I know the devil be lurking he Wanna take my soul
I had a vision of hell that's not Where I wanna go
I got too much fire for a world so Cold
So I picked up a mic I'm tryna Break the mould
18 when I started writing
Made a song and I kinda liked it
Made the move and I'm still Surviving
Now it's all about the right Timing
This ain't easy I do it all on my Own
When your new in the game no One wanna know
Don't wanna follow your journey And watch you grow
But as soon as you blow Everyone wanna know
Been doing this ting for a while I'm on a home stretch
Like a dog with a bone man Saying go fetch
But I ain't got a 2:1 and I'm not
3 2 so I doubt that I'll ever past Wretch
Sitting at home thinking like will I ever make it
Questioning my music like does It sound too basic
Everything I write is real I never Fake it
Then I think I gotta believe in My sauce that's how I'll make it

Flip the coin on heads now I've Lost my tale
Blinded my vision so now I'm Learning braille
Hide my facial expressions like I'm wearing a vail
If they could see what I see they'd Know I'm on different scale
Carry the weight on my Shoulders I move it too my chest
I've just done 10 reps I'm due for A rest
If I don't slow down this'll lead to My death
Still dealing with seeing my nan Take her last breath
I've been struggling hustling to Get my money up
I put a message in a bottle you Can pour a cup
We toast to the good life we just Living it up
But what we celebrating for like My life ain't fucked
But there's a lot of things in life You should appreciate
Tell your momma you love her Before it's too late
Cuz I know that I ain't gonna Make it to heavens gate
But it's what we do in our lives That determines our fate