Delusional

Found a bitch, her heart was broken, niggas jokin
Everything was pain to get her (She had a nigga)
Jumping hurdles, never hurt her, I been hurting
Undeserving, plain an simple

Made a plan, became her man, she changed and damn
A nigga really came from nothin
I blamed the ones who made her busted, had her broken
Change discussion, I'm the hero
But she broke a nigga, slowly had him choking
She was hoping it would happen faster
Tried to keep her, didnt need her, she ain't want me
Taken from me, bad disaster

I found things sinning from me
But without she, maybe I would be okay
We didnt belong but you crowding
All in my brain, got me chasing
All this bullshit, all my fake dreams
Everything isnt what they seem
Tryna use me not gone take me
(Take me)

Bitches twerking, wanting birkins, dumb and thirsty
Never workin, But I wonder
When I'm young and hunger for someone
To hold me down im holding on to nothing
I misinterpret, misinformed, I'm Ill approved
I'm still delusional and lose it
Still I proved I'm down and full of love
But fools who love ain't down enough for you, see I

Wanna get money and famous now
Wanna get love with no pain involved
Tryna give up got no gain involved
Tryna split up from the pain you caused

I've been abandoned all the time I'm innocent
Looking so damaged my revenge is imminent
I been so counted out, got no digits left
This was my final doubt, I'm gettin rid of it
You got no time and I got no more patience left
Get what I want when I want
Indica smoking on, toke it up, soak it up, over her
Business as usual over here
Bitches want few of us over here
Riches ain't new to us over here
Livin ain't cruel us over here
Vivid like crew with us over
Spit at your funeral over here

Flash up on my camera shutter
At last you understand my brother
Damaged so I ran for cover
Planned to stand till I feel better
Can we comfort one another, one I love her, she's my wonder
Woman I'm her peanut butter, this my jam, we sing together
Miss my fam but this is better
Picture this I'll paint it better perfect picture
Picture perfect claim this weather
Sunny skies and waves in paradise
You leave my canvas colored
I believe that plain is just a figment of imagination
Pain and suffering, claim my judgement, fame is just a game of luck
The rain dont touch me plain and simple
Name the pimp who changed the game and changed the dame
And tamed the nipple ain't it rich though
Ain't I something, ain't it funny, anaconda
Train is coming, Parris Island, Same as always

Lately shit ain't been as well as they seem
Everyday I sit and daydream
Thinking bout how you been breaking
My heart you left me here shaking,
I dont need you to be making
Me feel so worthless and baby
Niggas can have you, the play thing

If I make it simple maybe you could make a better recipe
I dont have intent but bitches make a nigga wanna rest in peace
Rest upon another nigga sleep on me and then you fuckin dead to me
Niggas hating, ima keep it faded, never let em fuckin get to me