Young Playa

I'm just trynna be loved
Is it hard to love me back
Is it hard to love me back

Oh
Never thought I took a lot of sacrifice to grow
I'm a young playa in my 20's on a roll
Got me couple hittas from the East that break the law
If 12 asking questions then you know were not involved
I just got a check inside the mail
Yeah ima ball
But sometimes I feel lonely in this journey
When they call
To check up on a playa who's been repping at all costs
I've been gettin heated with myself can you recall

Tell me how to fix this issues that I'm going through
Stacking all these worries instead of stacking blues
Had a simple life back then but I can't choose
To go back to that life when I couldn't afford no shoes
Momma had to swipe the food stamps
Just to get us food
Told her that I'll make it just to be patient
I'm good
Wasn't ready to pour out my feelings
But I knew
Had a lot of obstacles but obstacles renewed
The higher that I go
OG's trynna put a hold (Yeah)
Ima lil different
Thinking that I may not know
Sippin on this Henny
Just to numb some pain I hold
Smoke a lil paper
For the stress when I'm on road
If you do me wrong
I got shooters on sight
Wasn't from hood
But this new life had me decide
To lead my brothers in
With me to our paradise
Trying to be loved
But my heart is cold as ice

Oh
Never thought I took a lot of sacrifice to grow
I'm a young playa in my 20's on a roll
Got me couple hittas from the Eastside break the law
If the 12 asking questions then you know were not involved
I just got a check inside the mail
Yeah ima ball
But sometimes I feel lonely in this journey
When they call
To check up on a playa who's been repping at all costs
I've been gettin heated with myself can you recall

Will I get to see tomorrow
Don't know what the future holds
If I get a million follows
Is my music gone be known
I got way too many problems
But my cards I never fold
I got scars I'm dealing with
Still need healing in my bones
Tell me how I'm gone trust you
Show me how to love again
All these looks they be deceiving
I don't need you to explain
Why you hurt me in that way
What did I do to deserve this
Trynna be a better me
But all this pain just got me hurting

Oh
Never thought I took a lot of sacrifice to grow
I'm a young playa in my 20's on a roll
Got me couple hittas from the East that break the law
If 12 asking questions then you know we are not involved
I just got a check inside the mail
Yeah ima ball
But sometimes I feel lonely in this journey
When they call
To check up on a playa who been repping at all costs
I've been gettin heated with myself can you recall

I'm just trynna be loved
Is it hard to love me back
Is it hard to love me back



Credits
Writer(s): Javier Meza
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