Traumatized

Ion' know who really wit' me, yea
I gotta make it out the city, yea
Cause we see way too much killin'
Niggas totin' dracs, but they ain't even Drizzy, yea
I say I'm good cause they ain't gon' do nun if I'm not, nigga
I gotta run it up, that money I need a lot
Why I see 'em do me wrong, but it's so hard to cut 'em off
I'm just tryna stay alive, but everybody gettin' shot

She took 5 to the chest, Rest In Peace to Saige
We ain't speak since middle school, but it fucked up my day
Seen her at a party down the A
She went to Georgia State
I just prayed to God for her family
She ain't make it past 18
And 2020 fucked up, Rest In Peace to Bean
Like I hang around some bloods, my niggas sippin' red
They don't fuck with green
I might pull up on the opps cause I'm tryna get lean
But my opps some bitches, they won't think 'bout killin' me
They just sneak diss and throw shots through a fuckin' screen
They tryna tell me "tone it down", what the fuck you mean
And "put a smile on your face, why you look so mean"
How I'm 'posed to smile when my uncle died
And I just left the city, got me asking why
My grandma found him on the floor but she ain't traumatized
Cause every day in the city it's somebody dyin'
Every day in the city it's somebody dyin'
Every day in the city somebody momma cryin'
I just pray to God that it never be mine
Sad to say, just to feel safe you gotta tote that iron
Some shit you see here it might leave you blind
And we on the way up, it just takes some time
Gotta stop all this stressin', we gon' be fine
If I pick up Roosevelts watch, that's the only time I dropped a dime, yea

Ion' know who really wit' me, yea
I gotta make it out the city, yea
Cause we see way too much killin'
Niggas totin' dracs, but they ain't even Drizzy, yea
I say I'm good cause they ain't gon' do nun if I'm not, nigga
I gotta run it up, that money I need a lot
Why I see 'em do me wrong, but it's so hard to cut 'em off
I'm just tryna stay alive, but everybody gettin' shot

10 Years imma need a hundred million, but I ain't no Baker
But I be cookin' like Dwayne, I might just be a baker
All these thoughts through my head, I'm just tryna shake 'em
Bad habits in my life, I'm just tryna break 'em
Everybody in my past I just gotta thank 'em
Made me who I am today, and for them, that's a stranger
If I love you then I'll never put your life in danger
Niggas couldn't hang with us if they was a hanger
You can play this anywhere cause this shit a banger
And ion' fuck with Trump but you know I fuck with Franklin
Like a backboard, man I'm laughing to the bank
And imma do this shit just cause they said I can't
Gotta run it now I can't even wait
Cinco how the fuck he do it, nigga self paid
And he gettin' healthy now, lost a lil weight
Like he playin' baseball, ain't nobody safe
When he up he gotta get the keys to the wraith
She just call me her nigga and I just call her bae
She looked me right up in the eye and said "you doing great"
I told her stay down girl, you just gotta wait
It's gon' be priceless dates and hunnid dollar plates
And we'll never beef cause we don't eat steak
I'm tryna show you the world, man fuck the states
And call me Lil Dugg cause nigga we paid, yea

Ion' know who really wit' me, yea
I gotta make it out the city, yea
Cause we see way too much killin'
Niggas totin' dracs, but they ain't even Drizzy, yea
I say I'm good cause they ain't gon' do nun if I'm not, nigga
I gotta run it up, that money I need a lot
Why I see 'em do me wrong, but it's so hard to cut 'em off
I'm just tryna stay alive, but everybody gettin' shot

You send me random pictures and I swear I love it
I swear you shittin' on my old bitch like a box of charmin
I ain't even bald yet, how we got so much in common
You ran right in my life, I guess them other girls was joggin'
Last bar of the song, I make that shit the realest
Ion' bang no B's, but I swear I'm always busy
I love all my dawgs I won't do 'em like Vick
They don't know yet but I'm top 5 in the city, yea