The Cold Letter

As i write this cold Letter in the dark, I'm sitting in my room right on the corner, all alone
I thought I should share a little part of myself, or atleast my old self cause that's all in the past I'm not much of a poet, but I do get in motion, and as I deliver this deep emotion curbed with heart break
It's a little piece of mind and soul for the readers sake
Look this ain't a game, i can confidently tell you that cause I've been through alot of pain at such a young age
You don't have to understand But just to get some sense Maybe it's a story worth telling
Maybe not, let me leave it all for you to decide

I know that time has passed but I need a moment
Some things are on my chest and i need to pour em
I know I hide my feelings and I never show em
But when it came to you I made it an exception
Looking at myself sitting on that question
Like Trilla when you really gonna learn your lesson
I thought about my choices on this other day
And honestly i don't regret a single thing
Life is kinda funny when you think about it
Some feelings keep on lurking when you think about em
And in this world we don't belong to anybody
It's just another way of saying don't love anybody

But only yourself
I told you that I'm tryna make a life for myself
You told me that wanna be a part of my part
Fast forward couple months it was only a lie
What else is new?
People are the same wearing different faces
Trust me they gone leave you feeling like you basic
And maybe we not really meant to fall in love
I mean what's the point if they keep breaking your heart
You think it's gone be different the second time
You think it's gone be different the third time
But nothing really changes just the person's eyes
And everything in between plus a vicious mind

Let me stand, let me stand, let me stand
I got alot to be grateful for
Music is what I'm faithful for
Put my heart and my soul I whipe tears with the lyrics that I wrote, And I don't mind that at all
I create art, it defines me, it embodies me and I relish it
I put everything on god that's I made this far, and nobody can break me, nothing can faint me
I always stand tall I hope they can't stand it
I never let my guard down cause I know in the end it will be all worth it, Nationwide

It's all written on the wall
Atleast that's what you see
And I have my bruises my pain deep i feel
And maybe it's not too late
To fix all my mistakes
But how can be so hopeful with everything on my plate
It's all written on the wall
Atleast that's what you see
And I have my bruises my pain deep i feel
And maybe it's not too late
To fix all my mistakes
But how can be so hopeful with everything on my plate