Drowning

I wake up everyday without no motherfucking purpose
Black hair, despair, surrounded by the serpents
Looking for a reason but I can not seem to swim
Carried by the ocean drowning in my own sin

Raft made of anger paddles slowly sinking in
To the bottom of the trenches where my feelings have hid
It's sick, do you see what you've did
Always feelings hopeless, in a corner backed in

Stepping in the closet, hello noose, old friend
Hanging with the hoodies telling me to step in
Just slip me on your neck imma real good fit
Or maybe talk to hoodie he can hide big slits

Legit

You will never find the closure
It died on the second floor
Three weeks from October
Can you smell the molder

Watch his eyes roll
Hear his lungs fucking closing

I wake up everyday without no motherfucking purpose
Black hair, despair, surrounded by the serpents
Looking for a reason but I can not seem to swim
Carried by the ocean drowning in my own sin

Tell me all the reasons why you're wanting me to live
Cause baby I don't seem em, I'm wanting to believe them
It's clear you don't care, I know that you don't love me
But honey I'm here, regardless if you cut me

So why the fuck'd you cuff me
And why the fuck'd I trust you
I thought I fucking loved you
I thought you fucking loved me

I wake up everyday without no motherfucking purpose
Black hair, despair, surrounded by the serpents
Looking for a reason but I can not seem to swim
Carried by the ocean drowning in my own sin

To keep it fucking real with you I don't know how I'm holding on
The feelings keep on going on, and I just keep on moving on
If I'm the wrist then you're the blade, you're the act and I'm the blame
You're the war, I'm major pain
I'm the home but you're the flame