Tight Grip

I've lost count of all the times that I've
That I've questioned all my choices in life
And deep down I always felt like I was
Waiting for the right time to
To clear my senses and find
Find a route back to my old frame of mind
So much that I start to doubt if its
Real or my own design

Pull me under
Drown me when I cannot swim
Your hold is tight but I can feel it slowly loosening
Preaching my downfall
But I will not fall for it
I've been drenched in doubt but now I'm cleaning off my skin
I've been drenched in doubt but now I'm cleaning off my skin

I though that this would be the last I'd see of you
And yet you've taken me again (taken hold of me again but no I'm)
I'm not surprised it was all a lie that I believed was true
When will this vicious cycle end?

So many judge just to try to feel some worth
So they don't have to face who they truly are
Who they truly are

Pull me under
Now I have learnt to swim
Your hold was tight but now I've broken out I'm free from it
Preaching my downfall
Your the one who fell for it
I was drenched in doubt but now I've washed it from my skin

I though that this would be the last I'd see of you
And yet you've taken me again (taken hold of me again but no I'm)
I'm not surprised it was all a lie that I believed was true
When will this vicious cycle end?

My mind was in a divide
But the fire has been lit inside
It's burnt my old frame of mind
And set free what was really inside
My mind was in a divide
But the fire has been lit inside
It's burnt my old frame of mind
And now when the doubt starts to rise
I will not let it stand
I will not lot let it in
I'll make it loose it's grasp
I'll make sure it fucking disappears
Disappears