Open Letter/Overdose

Niggas be capping in raps
Play their songs, Imma nap
I never needed a friend
Been by myself and I'm glad
Had their back, but they stabbed
Took what they needed and left
Did what they had to and ran
Don't ever bet on a friend
These people think that they know me
That made them think that they own me
But they never paid what they owe me
It's funny 'cause that left me lonely
Can't speak on people no longer on my side
I've had enough now it's time to cut ties
Give me my roses while I'm still alive
Bitches be capping on some IG live
I think these bitches were talking about rounds
Talking 'bout how they can last through the night
I gave her one and she had to tap out
They kiss and tell 'cause they fucking for clout
So if someone knows, then you know Imma bounce
Don't even ask 'cause I'm sure to deny
They want me to talk about some of my exes
Said their side and they painted their pictures
I'm the bad guy when you using their axis
I kept my side 'cause I'm using my senses
If you knew what I knew, then you would know how I move
I never changed on nobody, I grew
Niggas be capping, that shit is not new
I know nobody that can fill my shoes

Why you niggas snitch on my ass like crazy
Niggas is snitching on my ass like crazy
Snitching on my ass like mehh
You niggas snitching on my ass like crazy
Snitching on my ass like mehh
What have I done to y'all

But I... stopped looking for acceptance when I actually found myself
And... understood myself
And I realized that... my life is not for someone else to accept
See, we look at these things like acceptance and tolerance
And... we don't realize how degrading it is
You're already putting yourself in a pedestal above another human being
And we all are supposed to be equal

I done overdosed a few xans (few xans)
I'm not suicidal, I'm mad (I'm mad)
All my life I had to prove myself (prove myself)
And I put everyone first (everyone first)
Left some niggas (Left some niggas)
Going back to trenches (Project working)
We want luxuries (luxuries)
We want luxuries

Down on my lowest, I had me some hope
I put a front and I turned to a GOAT
I think of hearts that I know I done broke
Said I'm this person, they poking my nose
They never gave me a chance to grow old
My demons haunt me whenever I'm alone
Told me they happy that I sold my soul
I asked for help and they gave me a rope
I know these people don't like me for me
I never change when I get on my feels
I took a xan and I went to go sleep
Some of these things man I see in my dreams
I opened my eyes and I could not believe
All of my life I've been living a lie
None of you people would cry if I die
I took a xan 'cause a nigga was numb

I ain't got no cash
Mama said she mad
I've been feeling sad
All my friends don't care
Overdosed a xan
My life's meaningless
Sometimes I want head
But now I want rest
I done seen the signs now, people got what they want
All my people used me, I don't know no day ones
I don't give no fucks now, you got to give to get some
I won't prove myself, so me is what I do now

So therefore, I don't need you to accept me
I may want you to understand me
But... as far as you accepting me
That just means that I believe that you are greater than me
Or I believe that you are somewhat privileged

I done overdosed a few xans (few xans)
I'm not suicidal, I'm mad (I'm mad)
All my life I had to prove myself (prove myself)
And I put everyone first (everyone first)
Left some niggas (Left some niggas)
Going back to trenches (Project working)
We want luxuries (luxuries)
We want luxuries

Their thoughts don't create you
You know... who you think I am, that's your business