Host

But
Out of everything I've done
I just
I just want to start coming from my heart
I uh
I don't want to get to the point where
I just want a killer

Yo

I sit in waste and
Wish the light would yield a better day
I tumble hard in this cycle
That my mind creates
Replaying victimizing memories
That I can't shake
I can't wait to tear this fucking ceiling down

So I can break free
From these prison walls that I put my faith in
And release the dreams that haunt me
That I'm still awake in
I wish the stigma that I was labeled with
Would slowly burn away the demons
I am disabled with
Ugh
I look in the sky
Pray that I could just whither away
It's "do or die"?
Terrify those with ultimatums

I tend to rise when the pressure increases
All these syringes and needles
They give me to remain peaceful
Don't help me deal with these people
That made my hate their own
Evil that I can't control
My own societal norms
I'm the thorn in the rose
I'm the cross in the roads
I'm the high in the lows
And fall back when I'm close to being

Lost in the room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me

I'm lost in the room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me

(Tame me) It ain't unusual
To cut my wrist to be sutured
To look in my past for the future
To break a glass to feel useful
To deny that truth would be
The same verbal abuses
That led me locked in a dark room
Exposing these bruises

I know my mind may seem clueless
But I am bound to these chains
Where suicide's the solution
To let me out of the pain
And it's hard to explain
'Cause death in weakness is certain
My eyes are 'posed to be windows
But they are covered by curtains

(Because I'm) Lost in a room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me

I'm lost in the room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me
Tame me

But I'm begging you tame me

But I'm begging you tame me

But I'm begging you tame me

I look in the sky
Pray that I could just whither away
It's "do or die"
Terrify those with ultimatums
I tend to rise when the pressure increases
All these syringes and needles
They give me to remain peaceful

Don't help me deal with these people
That made my hate their own
Evil that I can't control
My own society norms
I'm the thorn in the rose
I'm the cross in the roads
I'm the high in the lows
And fall back when I'm close to being

Lost in a room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me

I'm lost in a room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
You can hate me
But I'm begging you tame me

(Tame me) Lost in a room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
But I'm begging you tame me

Lost in a room with a host
That's looking at me like I am confused
I'm the ghost
That's pushing me to run
Around the room like I'm crazy
But I'm begging you tame me (tame me)



Credits
Writer(s): Jarred Wright
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