Unlove Story

Closed my eyes
Held my breath
Better that the feeling's left unsaid
Better that that the story's where it's left
Over now
How can I forget?
Better we decide we can't be friends
Better for the love I can not end
'Cause I know you made it clear
You want out of this
And by now, I figured
Someone new is feeling those lips
Get someone else
But when you had the best
You can't figure out just what you need
You stop giving shit 'cause it ain't that deep

I don't wanna commit
Good with just playing it
'Cause I know for sure
Can't give my everything
When I'm missing something
And my misery can't be their love story
And I've grown now, oh

I can't jump with both my feet
(You still have me)
When you still have half of me
(You still do, oh)
Lonely nights keep reminding me
How it ended for you and me
My heart's still rejecting that fact, but I
I try to live my life alone
Accept we weren't just right no more
Been selfish for a while, I know
Can't hurt no one no more, oh
Trying to make sure I'm reminding me
That it's over for you and me

No reply
No make amends
Better 'cause it just goes over again
Better 'cause I know what I'll say again
Beg you'll stay
And it's not that fair
Better that we ended up this way
Better than forcing you to stay

And I know, I promised
I want out of this
It's funny when I'm still
Writing these lyrics to heal
Just wanna get this off my chest
And by then
Maybe I'll be free

I can't jump with both my feet
When you still have half of me
Lonely nights keep reminding me
How it ended for you and me
My heart's still rejecting that fact, but I
I try to live my life alone
Accept we weren't just right no more
Been selfish for a while, I know
Can't hurt no one no more
Trying to make sure I'm reminding me
That it's over for you and me

Nowhere
I'm going nowhere
Going round and round
And then around again
'Cause ambivalently wanting to set free
When I feel ready, you go back and you haunt me
Every time I open up my eyes to see
Somehow vivid memories of you keep distracting me
I keep building up the walls made up of you and me
And it kept crashing down on me
Oh boy
You moved on effortlessly
Let me know
I long to be ready
'Cause I
I can't jump with both my feet
When you still have half of me
(You still have half of me)

Tell me how

I can't jump with both my feet
When you still have half of me
Lonely nights
Keep reminding me
My heart's still rejecting that fact, but I
I try to live my life alone
Accept we weren't just right no more
Been selfish for a while, I know
Can't hurt no one no more
Trying to make sure, oh
That it's over for you and me

I can't jump with both my feet
When you still have half of me
(You still do)
Lonely nights keep reminding me
How it ended for you and me
My heart's still rejecting that fact, but I