Humble Closure/Kayla

Look
I remember nurturing you just so you can come up out your soil
Got all you needed then threw me out like royal rumble
Ran out of fingers of all the times that you had played me
Ever saw the one that played you
Turn into the one that played them but
We was to close to never thought we would have some distance
So close it's sad I gotta cancel your existence
To close I was vulnerable and I shared my secrets
So close I never thought you would go and repeat it but
Had my guard down thought that we was allies
All the things you told me to trust you on they was all lies
All the things that I would expand on you would downsize
Know you want this energy back but know it's not likewise
You know what just to do now pleading that you love me
Understand these two things I'm leaving I'm not sorry
Communication, comprehension and change them three C's
You ain't take nothing from this them three words hope you take heed
Demolished barriers rebuild is known in progress
And I ain't healed from it but I gotta start the process
I feel alive now that feelings in a coffin
Lost souls or thoughts they need closure or they forever walking
I did and always will love you but you had misconception
Always took my words the wrong way so much misdirection
Swallowed everything but your pride was never digesting
Ironic that your first reaction is for you to second guess shit
Yeah
Always second guessing
I'd be wrong if I act like Mike Naz & G
And not give a fuck
Or when I see you give Aaziyah mugs
But I'm more mature know I'm growing
Learned to think before I say my thoughts
Doing the same give you the same results
Drawing these words it drew my to my conclusion
Switching the exes can really still give yo ass the same solution
Its all facts but please know the truth is
Since you left it's no negative vibes or air pollution
So really question execution
Don't wait till twelve thirty-one for no resolutions
Just know I wish the best for you kid

These long nights got me reminiscing

Yeah

So what's the deal?
Are we just fucking or do you want something real?
You don't never tell me how you feel
Head over my heels

Laying here reminiscing heavy
Memories on the ceiling they really tryna get me
See your face and I just
Hear your voice and I just
This shit crazy
Look
Nights like this really be hitting me
Haven't spoke in a minute
But thoughts of you they just trigger me
And I see you in my dreams
Gotta mean something
Get to spilling my feelings you brush it off like it's nothing
I swear nights like this really be hitting me
Anything that's in this room honestly holds a memory
Use to play fight a lot slam you right on the bed
Then our night concludes with rubbing yo booty and hair
Kisses on your forehead miss those Netflix and chills
Questioned was we just fucking
Or was that shit something real
You never told me what you wanted
Or told me how you feel
How would we sign a contract if I don't know what's the deal
I know we both was tryna chill
Was no need to rush
Relations that was it cause the ship has sailed for us
Basically I was your man and yeah you was my girl
Exposed to one another but kept hidden from the world
Why couldn't you tell me what you wanted
So we could've found a middle ground and
Put our pride aside
To be by each other side
You know

Still love